Wednesday, 19 October, 2005

something like adolescent awkwardness

i'm tired of trying to generate ssl certs and keystores. i'm tired of trying to make sense of the world around me.

i watched a british movie called 'filthy love' last night - ha, i know what you're thinking - i thought it was going to be smutty too! it was about a guy with OCD, and turrets when he was stressed. there was one scene with boobies, just in case you're very disappointed. this guy was a mess until he found a bunch of others like him :)

my idiosyncracies are nothing near that bad, but it would be nice to find a bunch of others who had similar ones. slight obsessive tendencies, a completely literal mind, no patience for fools and a tendency toward speaking my mind that is very likely going to get me into serious trouble one day.

this country, where everyone is so polite and (without meaning to) they make me feel out of place. constantly wearing me down.. i can't stop thinking how fun it will be to move again. maybe i'll go away for a while and bring my brother back with me.

a society of two. it's a start.

0 comments: